i'm back in blog again,i'm feeling tire in life.
don't know how to say,
lots of things in life had change ever since i met deardear.
now,parents disagree us being tgt as he's a malaysian,
isn't a malaysian also a human?
& they claim that they say all this is because they love me.
i know how much they love me but they don't know how to prove it.
but nevermind,i don't mind,
i love them as much as they love me.
but had they never stand in my shoe?
All i wanted is just a peaceful life.
I'm leading well right now,all Deardear can give me was LOVE,CARE & CONCERN!
yupp,although we only meet up once a week I don't know what he's doing inside but most importantly,he's trustable.
i have his sister as witness that he's home everyday,what esle more?
not even that,he can meet me even more each day,just that will you all allow us to meet up more often?
no,i can help you all to answer,malaysian & stuff is all a excuse,i think,you all just don't want me to be single for now,i still have more choices.
& what more? in e future if i marry over,scare i'll suffer there,
i know but no matter what,the life i have will be the life that i choose,
so i should just follow what is going to happen.
i'm feeling so.....haiss.i don't know how to say either,
i don't wish to hurt anyone,
cause i love mummy,daddy & deardear tons.

shall post some old pictures that i mention that i'll post.
check it out. [: