i'm back in blog again,i'm feeling tire in life.
don't know how to say,
lots of things in life had change ever since i met deardear.
now,parents disagree us being tgt as he's a malaysian,
isn't a malaysian also a human?
& they claim that they say all this is because they love me.
i know how much they love me but they don't know how to prove it.
but nevermind,i don't mind,
i love them as much as they love me.
but had they never stand in my shoe?
All i wanted is just a peaceful life.
I'm leading well right now,all Deardear can give me was LOVE,CARE & CONCERN!
yupp,although we only meet up once a week I don't know what he's doing inside but most importantly,he's trustable.
i have his sister as witness that he's home everyday,what esle more?
not even that,he can meet me even more each day,just that will you all allow us to meet up more often?
no,i can help you all to answer,malaysian & stuff is all a excuse,i think,you all just don't want me to be single for now,i still have more choices.
& what more? in e future if i marry over,scare i'll suffer there,
i know but no matter what,the life i have will be the life that i choose,
so i should just follow what is going to happen.
i'm feeling so.....haiss.i don't know how to say either,
i don't wish to hurt anyone,
cause i love mummy,daddy & deardear tons.

shall post some old pictures that i mention that i'll post.
check it out. [:

i'm like super shocked & suprised today,
i simply can't believe that this is a real one,
is not a dream,is real. [:
thanks deardear for such suprise.
i was like soon finish work,
& i'm like super bored & feels like packing up my things,
i have a glance outside tution centre,
i see a shirt very familiar,
i thought i see wrongly so i turned away again
but i couldn't believe got so QIAO,
got someone had deardear's shirt,
so i turned out to have a look again & i saw deardear right outside tution centre.
i was like OMG. . i didn't even know he's coming,
he's like just give me a suprise & shocked lorhhs
cause he is holding flower on his hand,
i was like so shy,i can't believe that until this age,
this is my first time recieving flower from my boyfriend.
seriously,i can't believe but that's true,
i'm not lying but before that i was thinking if i could see deardear,
how nice would it be,
& i really could see him.
so i went lunch with deardear after work,of course tgt with bro & his sis,
& ta bao KFC home as i have a SINGTEL FREE KFC MEAL
& it's the last day,before that in the 1st place,
me & bro plan to go ta bao KFC tgt,
so after their lunch & ta bao,
we went straight home.

thanks baby for everything that you had done,
it's already alot alot lerhhs,
iloveyou![:

let's see the picture of the flower! [:

& shit,i can't post any picture.
i'll post those pictures when it is possible

Labels: shocked and suprised day, thanks baby(:

i miss the time i had with deardear,
i miss him more & more each & everyday.
我好想，好想每天都陪着你。
希望没有我在身边你也会很快乐。
you have done a lot,a lot for me,
is all enough already,
i don't need anything more,
your love,your care,your concern & everything you done had always stay in my heart.
you mean super much in me,no one would ever replace YOU in my heart.
只有你能给我，我要的快乐于幸福，
i love you baby.
the time that we're together are always not enough for us.
like yesterday,you pick me up from workplace,
we went marketing then send me home then had our dinner.
i cooked again & you say you enjoy my cooking,
hope you really do,as long as you're happy,
i don't mind cooking everyday for you if it is possible.
hahahas.nevermind,after dinner,of course is our photo taking,
let me show you guys some pictures.

me+deardear & deardear+bro.!

due to some problem,i can't upload any picture of mine.
will upload soon if possible.

Labels: 没有你我的生活就不会那么美丽了，你是我的一切