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Sunday, May 17, 2009 -{'10:14 AM
-sarahh- to emily:
thanks darling for ur concern,i'm doing bad,trying to get bck my life to the same as before but it seem so hard,it's alright,understand that u're busy since u're studying,how's life in school?how's everything in life,hope u're doing great but not like me getting bad to worse.my job not to bad but thinking to change a new job soon a bit tire of it already.hahahas. alrigtts,u takecare too uhhhs. <3>
haix.sad to say recently lots of things happen again.
i don't know what more to say,my life really sux.
sometime,i don't even know what life means to me.
I can say my parents disagree of my bf cause of a lot of things but i'm too tire to say so much,i even tried my best of proving to them that he's a nice guy,they didn't give me a chance at all,all they do is disagree but why not try accepting,as in if they meet up with him know him long,i guess they'll understand him more.but sadly,they didn't,now still wanna grounded me for half month,will things change after i being grounded?what done have already been done.won't it be too much when it is even not able to contact him anymore.don't even have a chance of being friends.it's too much,other that saying my words here,i don't know where should i.i sort of feeling so tire of everything in life.
1st-work,2nd family,3rd-relationship.
as for work,i tire of working s hard yet always i'm the one who's being suspect of this & that & also i'm working hard yet it's not seen & been blame here & there.when would it be time for me to leave this place?i work because i love my job & everything but it changes to bad. :(
as for family,they're over-protecting me,that's why i'm like arghhhh now.i really don't understand,in life im such a failure to have so much of pain in heart.i love my parents & family but things always don't go the way i like.i really don't know how,i told too much of lies cause of the guy i love & parents disagree our relationship cause of this reason & many but they never understand how deeply we're in love.i don't understand a lot of things.maybe i should learn to understand but i'm sure i know what i really wants. [:
& im sure i know what is right & what's wrong,we're grown up teenagers.
we know what to do,just because you're m'sian.?
that's ridiclous,i don't understand then still say shen xiao bu he,ba zhi bu he,yupp,so what if all this bu he,just as we know how're we going to lead our own life,i'm tire.
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