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Saturday, October 04, 2008 -{'12:11 PM
hais.im feelinqq quite sad & low today.
wrong is iie wrong iie iie shouldn't meet him yesterday. :(
today he already late for work already then forget bring things,
all my fault la,so late already still wanna meet him yesterday,
somemore today,he got to work,late ltr kena kp agn den still forget bring his things.
iie really don't know how & why iie like that la,
iie should keep that urge of meeting him ma.
im very sad now la,what to do,iie find trouble for myself la.
he text me say nt in gd mood today,ask me dun disturb him,
to me,hear liao heart really hurt & thinkinqq am iie really disturbinqq him everyday na.
iie feels so bad to hear that & im so sorry baby,its really hurts so muchh.
iie thought he would be different but i'm wrong. :(
Priscilla Laopo,iie think eu're right la,iie should have think & consider but iie can tell eu,iie have never regret being with him,think gotten scold me,rightts?
or will it be a nightmare again.? iie really hope it won't be. :'(
arghhhh!!! & iie didnt reply him cause iie think reply also no use luhh,
already ask me not to disturb him,his msqq makes me have e feelinqq like,
meaning iie always disturbinqq eu la. iie dunno why it makes my tears gotten roll down & my hearts deeply hurts.
lastly,iie wana say but im foolish to say,
iie still love & miss you baby,
but the knife jus give a cut
in my heart.
& yesterday went out w teresa to vivo.
then waited for xiaoyan to finish work come vivo find me lors.
then livia headed vivo meet us too. :(
then we enjoyed & had quite alot fun,
took pics but pics with xiaoyan.
will upload once pics are with me,alrightts? [:
happy waiting for my pictures ba. LOLS!
hmm. then after that headed teresa & livia to bus-stop,
they gng home liao,then xiaoyan acc me till 10plus nors,then she headed home,sent her home,
then she acc me wait for BUS197 to bugis findd baby.
was happy when iie saw him & was heart-pain too,he looks damn tire na.
aiyoo,still tell me not,iie feels so sorry luhhh,argghhhhh.
& if iie know what will happen the next day,iie wont meet him last night luhhhhhh.
iie hate myselffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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