1)What will i be focused on most of my time?
- spenddinqq my time w family&him (:

2) What do you want the most now?
- hmmm. beinqq al alone!

3) Who is the person you trust the most?
- hmmmmm. dunno lea.

4) Do you think you have enough confidence?
- nope.

5) Have you ever rejected a girl/boy whom you love?
- hmmmm. yuppies. (:

6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- no.

7) What is your goal for this year?
- studyinqq what iie want to study by next yr.

8) 10 things that iie LOVED!
`LOVES:
-FAMILY!
-BABY-DEAR!
-FRIENDS!
-myGANS!
-CHATTING
-HP! cant leave w/o hp
-sometimes like being ALONE!
-FUN!
-ENJOYMENT!
-SPENDING TIME WITH FAMILY&HIM!

9) What are your best subjects?
-HMMM. NOT SURE.

10) What are your requirements that you wish from the other half ?
- ERRRR, NOT SURE WORS. MAYBE PROMISES THAT ARE NOT BROKEN!

11) What feeling do you hate the most?
- BEING THROW ALONE, :(

12) Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- YES, of course! but dependinqq who is it?

13) Do you believe in true love?
-errr, yes ba.

14) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- FAMILY, HP, BELINDA BIAOJIE & HIM!

15) Who do you hope to always be there for you?
- of course is e person iie loved& yearing for..

16) Who is your best friend?
- quite a few, jovy, xiaoyan +++

17) Who cares for you the most?
-hmmmm. mummy(:

18) Who makes you smile when you are down?
-friends&him

19) If God allowed you to have only one wish , what would it be?
-to really build trust between family, friends & him.those TRUE ones.


20) Who are the lucky people you want them to take the quiz ?
-hmmm. iie guess iie wil do myself enough lerhhs. lazy! :P

hmmm. recently was really busy w stuff.
sians. then iie really wishes to hab more time w him.
no matter is alone w him or w friends.
baby-dear is e want that iie reali thinks that iie wana LOVED!
iie told friends & myself iie reali wana treasure this relationship tight,
but iie reali hope iie can do wadd iie says.
cause he is reali important to me. (:

Labels: YOU'RE MY EVERYTHINGGGG

hmmm. recently busy with work.
my blog is not dead.
i'll b back when im free.

tkcare always!

Labels: imisshim

1. What disappoints you the most?

- when promises that had been B-R-O-K-E-N! haha.


2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?

- hmm.CALIFONIA!


3. What's your favorite thing to do?

- to be right by his side.!


4. Do you think money can buy happiness?

- hmmm. iie dun think so, iie rather have happiness than $$!


5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?

- iie just wan to be with him forever! stay happy & last forever with him(:


6. Do you believe you can survive without money?

- NO!


7. What's the most ridiculous thing that you've done before?

- qoinqq home late w/o informinqq anyone. WTH, suay night, din hab a phone ard too.!


8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?

- save some, use some & give some to my parents & give some to my bro.!

9. If you were that person that you love at the moment were right beside you , what will you tell him now?
- babydear, iie love you million & iie never let you go like what eu says!


10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?

- she's a nice, sweet & friendly!

11. What makes you happy?

- spendinqq all my time with the one iie LOVE!

12. What type of person do you hate the most?

-loud VOICE like as if the whole world owe her/him, scoldinqq ppl fer no reason, sensetive over the "VERY FUNNY" & also nags all day!

13. Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?

- maybe leadinqq the life with the one iie love!

14. If you could have a superpower, what would it be?

- help those people who r in need! [e.g. sickness.....]

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- FAMILY, FRIENDS & FUTURE HUSBAND! LOLS!

16. What do you do when you're alone?

- think of ways to make myself not boredd or planning to go out w frens.

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?

- control myself to SHUTS UP when that stupid person who scold me fer nth, [e.g. grandma*] cause iie wana SHUT HER UP TOO!

18. One word to describe yourself.

- friendly.

19. What is your ultimate addiction?
- 3"S" : - slackinqq, shoppinqq & sinqinqq. (:


20.what makes a perfect bf/gf to you?

- a person who care, love, pamper & he can be there fer me when iie needed him & somemore who can makes me feels really comfortable & happy with him.

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. i picked it out randomly, serious!

Labels: 8 SWEET GIRLS

it had been lonqq since iie last bloqq.
siians, recently busy plus lots stupidd thinqqs happen.
dun wish to say too much too derhhs but..
hmmm. cause of a "VERY FUNNY" iie hab mention,
iie turn thinqqs upside down by habinqq some argue & mistaken w my grandma.
stupid derhhs lorhhs, so sensetive fer what sia.
then after that we haven been talkinqq since the incident happen on 090508, friday.
nevermind, had my 1st impression ytd, that day we tot is night but in fact its in the morninqq,
aiyOoo. but mistake ehs, lols. nevermindd, whatever.!
so whatever thinqqq, we had 1st impression @ starbucks ytd.
oh ya, we is me & xiiaoyan, hahaha. then after that headed to her place took my thinqqs,
then went for our traininqq lesson. XD
quite fun, tire but enjoyable day, after that was msqqinqq baby too.
told me that he wont b findinqq me, cause have to qqOo home al stuff.
den iie was like okay, cause we din plan for a meet up tOo.
so... but... iie findd somethinqq weirddd, dunoo how to say, just that feelinqq.
i can sense/feel that he bluff me, hmmmm. & you all guess what happen,
cause we meetinqq jovy after the class, she knows where we tOo.
baby told me, he mit jovy then go home, iie reali dun believe & SUPRISE.....
when we finishes school, they were just right outside the classroom's doors.
muacks baby, thanks ferr this but im worry of eu in fact. haiis.
iie will never want ya to do anymore silly stuff cause of me lerhhs. SOB!
& recently had a movie with baby, SPEED RACER!

PS: babyy-dear.
iie really wanna thanks ya fer e thinqq eu had done.
its reali swit but im worry fer ya, iie know eu gotten say it worth.
but iie will be real sad if anythinqq reali happen to eu cause eu wanna gib me surprise, u noe?
promise me, never to do such a silly act/thinqq lerhhs, it makes me real worried.
LOVE YOU MANYY MANYYYYYYYYYY!THANKSSSSSSSS;
MUACKSSSSSSSS!I TREASURE THE TIMES WE HAD RECENTLY TOO!

Labels: thanksBABY(:

going fer my 1st impression 2day @ work,
hmmm. hope everythinqq will be fine. (:
siians, he dun reali wish me to work there cause he's wOrkinqq dere.
iie dun feel like workinqq there too, he'll gib me stress when iie c him.
although he says he loves me, will wait all this.
iie trust none, even how lonqq he waits also no use lerhhs.
iie patch with him to see his changes, he doesn't even changes,
he is still the same old VINCENT!
so no point lovinqq him lerhhs, but seriously, im happy with guan hong nw.
vincent will nvr change, sorry to say that.
iie hab given eu chances & chances durinqq the times-2mths we had been tgt.
but iie reali sees no changes. im reali tire lerhhss, so gibinqq up mite be e real choice.
plus iie no longer love eu lerhhs, all my mindd is guan hong, so no point wastinqq time.
if eu change, iie mite not break/leave eu, but iie dun c any changes,
so im sorry to say iie dun want to be that stupid-gerl of urs anymore.
eu should knoe what iie mean by those thinqqs that not changes.
tkcare barhhs. leadinqq a happier life than b4, worry not, @ least im HAPPY!

Labels: thinqqs would nv chanqqe.

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
iim jux askin nias

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
hhmms

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
not other meanin

S A R A H ``` ~ cOnFusEd-gerl! iie love you, baby-dear! says:
iie noe, nv say eu qqOrt other meaninqq.

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
why you patch with him sias

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
he not good de lei

S A R A H ``` ~ cOnFusEd-gerl! iie love you, baby-dear! says:
isit? by wad way, u say that neii?

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
after you with him long

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
he will treat you diff

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
ii mean it

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
ii with him one year plus le lei

S A R A H ``` ~ cOnFusEd-gerl! iie love you, baby-dear! says:
how euu noe? mayb he changes? iie trust him.

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
ii know him well

S A R A H ``` ~ cOnFusEd-gerl! iie love you, baby-dear! says:
orhhs.

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
last time ii also say that to my friend too

S A R A H ``` ~ cOnFusEd-gerl! iie love you, baby-dear! says:
izzit?

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
but after long he fuckin cb attiude

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
my family member don like him too

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
his this guy onli know how to fuck girls than break de

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
trust me

S A R A H ``` ~ cOnFusEd-gerl! iie love you, baby-dear! says:
lols.

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
cause ii don wan you to be hurt and aother me

S A R A H ``` ~ cOnFusEd-gerl! iie love you, baby-dear! says:
iie last time tgt with him b4 den he wont how, now iie realise he changes alot. seriously.

S A R A H ``` ~ cOnFusEd-gerl! iie love you, baby-dear! says:
hmm. he wont do anythinqq to hurt me, eu mite think im silly, but iie can see e changes he had.

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
if he really change then good

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
watch him

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
don let him hong

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
don regret one day

S A R A H ``` ~ cOnFusEd-gerl! iie love you, baby-dear! says:
lol. iie trust him.

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
than okays

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
he now in camp?

S A R A H ``` ~ cOnFusEd-gerl! iie love you, baby-dear! says:
hmm. iie wil protect myself, worry not.

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
okays

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
you how old?

S A R A H ``` ~ cOnFusEd-gerl! iie love you, baby-dear! says:
17

S A R A H ``` ~ cOnFusEd-gerl! iie love you, baby-dear! says:
so r u barhhs?

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
???

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
what you mean?

S A R A H ``` ~ cOnFusEd-gerl! iie love you, baby-dear! says:
iie mean eu oso 17 rightts?

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
no

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
18 already

S A R A H ``` ~ cOnFusEd-gerl! iie love you, baby-dear! says:
orhhs,

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
how come you two will contact back?

S A R A H ``` ~ cOnFusEd-gerl! iie love you, baby-dear! says:
he findd me derhhs lors,

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
oh

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
what make you trust him sias

S A R A H ``` ~ cOnFusEd-gerl! iie love you, baby-dear! says:
duno how to say, iie jus trust him

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
you wont regert?

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
you know that after you he got girlfriend?

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
and sex before?

S A R A H ``` ~ cOnFusEd-gerl! iie love you, baby-dear! says:
nopes.

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
he this guy after have sax

S A R A H ``` ~ cOnFusEd-gerl! iie love you, baby-dear! says:
he dun hab anymore gf, onli frens.

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
he will throw aside

S A R A H ``` ~ cOnFusEd-gerl! iie love you, baby-dear! says:
lol.

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
pls if you don believe ii have nothin to say

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
ii know him well

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
cause ii with him one year plus before

S A R A H ``` ~ cOnFusEd-gerl! iie love you, baby-dear! says:
alrightts, iie see how larhhs, when shows.

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
what kinda ppl is him ii know

S A R A H ``` ~ cOnFusEd-gerl! iie love you, baby-dear! says:
thanks,anw

S A R A H ``` ~ cOnFusEd-gerl! iie love you, baby-dear! says:
when times* show

FoReVeR_LoVe_143@hotmail.com says:
no need

S A R A H ``` ~ cOnFusEd-gerl! iie love you, baby-dear! says:
(:

Labels: chats

alrightts, 2day when meet jovy den went findd baby-dear.
then he qqoinqq clementi, so do iie & jovy,
shop there till time den HOME lerhhs.
alright, got to stop. wana sleep lerhhs. goodnights.

Labels: happy times must share

06may.

Labels: PICTURES

hmmm. ytd told mummy gng workinqq but..
LOLS! only this time, hahas.
hmmm. shh. dun say! =X
hmmm. den iie meet BABYdear,
then after that iie acc him to NUH fer his accident thingy.
hmm. he qqOrt another 1wk MC! so gd ahh.
already almost one mth le wOrs, his MC! lols.
hmmm. ytd e specialist says, he qqOrt gum infection. OMG!
c e doc do the poke on the mouth, so much blood, gosh.!
hmmm. den after that mit jovy, xiiaoyan & livia @ jovy's place.
its was jovy's birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (:
hope she really enjoy, she says she enjoy. (:
LOLS! like the present that me & BABYdear give her.
the cake that me & xiiaoyan bought, update photo soon.
anw, had dinner @ rajah inn, pay by jovy, the BIRTHDAY-GERL!
enjoy our buffet lunch, after that we continue havinqq our dessert.
the chocolate foundue, sadly didn't take pics for this.
after that headed to shop ard tionqq, then went vivo.
after vivo, we headed best denki, see qqOrt xiiaOyan's dear, Jason anot.
then headed to see qqOrt what movie watch, but only left IRON MAN!
then nobody wants watch lerhs, xiiaoyan not in mood tOo.
so headed sky park, then after that slack awhile,
peilinqq jie, come meet us then after that awhile jiu qqOo lerhhs.
some went starbucks, some went coffee bean,
then xiiaoyan & jovy @ starbucks, livia&peilinqq @ coffee bean.
so of cos accompany, xiiaoyan & jovy.
but halfway thru, iie think is beta to walk away to another side.
iie dun1 let him c us, iie feel bad this way, so iie headed CHEERS with BABYdear,
but.. he still come CHEERS lerhhs, with his colleague iie think.
iie already avoid lerhhs, what more does he wants??
iie cant return to him, iie dun1 him to put his feelinqqs for me anymore.
iie guess no matter how lonqq, he'll b waitinqq, iie wont return lerhhs.
sorry to say that, cause iie love babydear too muchh lerhs.
even if babydear dun1 me lerhhs, iie guess, iie will stop everythinqq too.
hope iie will be loved til e end, cos
" THERE'S ONLY ONE HAPPIEST IN LIFE TO LOVE & TO BE LOVED!"

Labels: hopinqq everythinqq wil stop soon, its sufferinqqq

hmmm. iie insisted on breakinqq up with vincent. (:
im tire, seriously tire & sad to say.
not beinqq flirt or anythinqq, he don't even trust me,
beinqq tgt is no longer a happy thinqq fer me anymore.
alrightts, sorry fer those sad updates in e past, pal.
iie guess not anymore such updates, iie promise..
iie promise.. iie will live my life to e simplest & happiest.
feels so fortunate now, but don't know how lonqq will this lasts.
hmmm. actually iie qqOinqq tel u guys another time before iie stop sayinqq al tis.
iie still have feelinqqs fer ********dear.
actually keep him as my dear, never to least, ytd break with him den iie accept him le.
he's my real dear nw lerhhs lorhhs, nw iie say finally say e name lerhhs.
******** is Guan Hong lorhhs. Surprisinqq barhhs?
Hope wadd he promises is true :D, iie feels so suprisinqq tOo. (:
never expect we'l qqet to contact bk. thanks lorhhs to the person that give him my no.
actually that tym we X-jian-er-guo before. (:
iie rmb iie write in bloqq, he oso e person looks like me.
but don't izzit me, iie oso familiar with but cant he ltr say who'r you den jiu LOL le.
hmmm. then we say if tt time we call each other things will happen different way liao.

TO:AHJIE
hmmm. ahjie. the guanhong rightts, is last time mummy say dat guy lorhhs.
he into ns rightts nw, den he say he inside thinks alot lerhhs, regret what he had done. lols. iie duno ehs. but tell myself try lors. since iie still have that kindd of feelings for him. as eu say is still early to look aroundd, im still young marhhs.

TO: TINA
hmm. iie guess eu noe who barhhs. rmb, in e past like qqOrt tell eu abt him wOrs. (: izzit?

Labels: babydear-guanh0ngg., thanks million

03may-today. (:
wake up early in the morninqq.
iie think cause ******** say will be wakinqq up @ 830.
lols, iie 7 wake up lerhhs, but turninqq ard e bed. LOLS!
then after that, 8am jiu wake up lerhhs, then waitinqq 830 to reach then msqq him.
how iie noe? he sO qqOod lOrhhs, msqq me 1st, told him im happy.
but sadly, after today, tmr he had to qqoo back camp lerhhs.
will be missinqq ya derhhs, no wOrries alrightts?
iie will tkcare of myself well derhhs. LOVES, MUACKX!

02may.
a great day to talk about. :D
a new month a new start for me barhhs.
to me iie think, it's already e 2nd.
wake up mit vincent, then headed to BM.
then after headed to BM,
went town council, then headed Mac for drinks with ********dear, lols.
then headed fetch Daryl then had lunch @ ABC market.
Daryl-F&C, Me&********dear-wantan noodle. (:
then headed home, after that slack uder blk with ********dear&xiiaoyan.
then mummy is back, xiiaOyan qqOo back 1st.
then iie & ********dear continue slackinqq under blk.
mummy doesn't seem even happy lorhhs.
then dinner @ next blk e coffeeshop.
ordered a shenqq mian to share-$8 derrhhs wOrrs.
iie wanted to payy, but ********dear say, with dear ard, no nid worry abt $$ derhhs.
qqOo out with him qqOrt *** v gd lerhhs, dun hab to wOrry sO muchh.
but... iie dun really like ehs. sOwiie to say dat.
after that ******** headed me home then iie qqOo temple with mummy.
the ******** also headed home lorhhs. then msqq & chat on phone. quite happy. (:
was anqqry abt e V******, but thanks ******** to cheer me up.
wont b so stupid anymore lerhhs, thanks ********dear.
chances will come sooner or later derhhs larhhs, dun wOrry.

01may.
can consider a happy day today. LOLS! (:
why is that so? hmmmmm.
cause wake up qqort my faourite dish to eat le.
spaghetti. ENJOY it lorhhs.
after that had a bath, after then went out with parents & bro.
went to potonqq pasir @ si yi hus.
eat hokkien mee, cook-ed by Daniel korkor :D
Then had dessert, right after food. (:
LONGAN & PINEAPPLE, pretty enjoyinqq it. WONDERFUL!
then slack there, then headed blk18.
then HOME-ED with Daryl on the bus153.
it's pretty lOnqq jOurney & very cOldd. (:
OMG, we were shoverinqq lorhhs. LOLS!
& iie nv expect somethinqq lorhhs, mum come back tell me, iie was like,
HUH?! R eu sure?! qqOrt c wrOnqqly not? msqq me fer.?
mummy say, ask how r u lorhhs. LOLS!
was glad that im not forgotten by ********
then dun wan reply lerhhs, cos late, mummy say reply na.
nvm derhhs marhhs, den iie reply, chat awhile then return phone lerhhs.
then use hi-card number to msqq ******** lorhhs. LOLS!

Labels: ALL THANKS TO GH (: muacks., HAPPY DAYS