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Saturday, April 19, 2008 -{'11:23 AM
wrote 2day morning & decided to write in here nw.
2day mOrninqq, he finish wOrk @ 2am mars.
den ask him let me noe when he is gng hm lorhhs.
was kinda sad in such an early mOrninqq. haiis.
hmmm. iie think iie receive e msqq @ ard 4plus or 5plus.
my mood all qqOo dOwn lerhhs lOrs. haiis.
he msqq me sayinqq dat, baby.. i finish wOrk lerhhs.
im @ Pasir Ris, its really spoilt my day.
not because he qqOes there but is...
hmm. let's see how's story qqOes..
but after wOrk he surely very tired lerhhs, still qqOo findd dem.
iie reali duno how muchh iie mean tO him lOrs.
when wOrk jiu qqOo dere lerhhs, iie understandd if he qqOes hm...
haiis. duno larhhs. is like kinda sad larhhs. PISS-ED OFF! :(
when iie noe he finish wOrk qqOo pasir ris mit them den tel me.
eu finish lerhhs jiu straight @ pasir ris, haiisss.
iie wonder can he hear e loud crackinqq sOundd of my hart?
im hurt babbyy, eu hurt me deeply, iie duno how to say how & why tOo.. :(
iie really duno why, why...?
it's really hurts, babbyy & tears finally rolled down, when iie type this.
when iie noe eu were dere, im so hurt til my hart is so pain but my tears just can't roll down.
it roll down nw & iie feels dat, iie mean not as much as dem!
iie feels dat im no longer dat gal dat eu loves,maybe im thinkin tOo muchh.
but all iie wanted is e promises dat eu hab given me, m iie askinqq tOo muchhh?
iie dun think im askinqq tOo muchh lOrss.
iie hab got nth to say if eu say dat way, iie dun1 2 hab any empty promises.
cause iie hates empty-promises loaddss.
PROMISE ME NOT WHEN EU CANT DO THINGS THAT WAY!
iie hate eu for promisinqq, u'll mit dem lesser but in fact, u're mitinqq dem more. :'(
iie love eu sO... iie trusts eu but eu mk me trust eu WRONG!
iie gib eu every promise & iie mean every1 of it.
bbabyy, does your meii means so much 2 eu & more than me?
does she, iie guess yes rightts..? haiis.
im sOwiie. iie really dunoo.
& there's a question for you, why do you love me?
izzit cos of..... haiis. iie really duno..
im tire, im reali tire of thinkinqq sO muchh. :(
but after all ii still loves eu, in fact iie love eu more.
is this a test between us, is our love test here already?
iie guess eu duno im anqryy barhhs.
my harts tell me iie realli gib in sO muchh.
iie reali loves eu more than anyhtinqq, but is lovinqq eu wrOnqq?
but if lovinqq eu is wrOnqq y does it feels so rightts?
shouldd chances b given once more?
will eu prove e rightt?
will eu prove me rightts dat e promises eu given me real & not empty.
iie reali loves eu so muchh but end up gettinqq hurt, shld iie let qqOo of it slOwly?
iie dun1 b hurt lyk last tym anymore.
iie dun1 b dat silly gal anymore.
iie dun1 trust eu so muchh & yet gettinq hurt :'(
will we be lyk what every1 tink, we'l break up sooner?
if tis promise u can broken le means others cn oso b broken.
iie dun1 tis 2 happen too, will eu reali promise me?
bbabyy!!!! arghhh...!! can eu feels e pain?
iie guess eu r habinqq fun but dun even noe ur bbabyy is here cryinqq & thinkin so much. i'm HURT!!!
if eu can break a promise nw, hw can eu gib me a promise that lasts a lifetime?
do eu noe dat iie din slp well cause of eu?
after eu msqq me dat eu r @...
iie nv slp till 8.15, tel eu call eu @ 8plus..
but then iie was wake up by mummy @ 8.30 to do thinqqs.
maybe qoinqq KL will be right barhhs.
let's see after iie come bk barhhs.
BABY, WO AI NI!
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