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  • ♥ i'm right here waiting for you!
    Wednesday, April 30, 2008 -{'4:39 PM
    alrightts. let's say about yesterday,290408. (:
    met tina, ask me accompany her qqOo AMK Hub.
    then we qqoo makan, her friend come alonqq too.
    4get e friend name lerhhs, anw, thanks Tina.
    cheer me up for that day,
    cause iie really so upsets every sinqle day.
    iie eu guys read my blOqq should noe why barhhs.
    hmmm. although iie din qqet scOldinqq yesterday,
    is all cause im with Tina, if not i'm sure iie will be qqettinqq scOldinqq aqain. :D
    shall cOntinue aqain alrightts?

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    Tuesday, April 29, 2008 -{'10:44 AM
    to:belinda biiaOjie & tiina biiaOjie. (:

    the pictures that eu all wanted to see.
    our photographer for this pictures are: myself,xiiaOyan&baby.
    taken pictures quite lonqq. but now then update but upload :D

    me&xiiaOyan(:
    SISTER FOREVER!

    me&xiiaOyan(:
    zilianinqq(:
    ME&BABY (:
    loves tonss, wanted thanks xiiaOyan for this both prefect pictures.

    ME&BABY;Oops kisses from him =X
    loves tonss, wanted thanks xiiaOyan for this both prefect pictures.
    HANDS-HEARTS
    left-baby,right-me.

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    -{'9:32 AM
    TODAY
    im feelinqq tire @ e moment.
    life seems to be nothinqq to me anymore.
    parents no lonqer loves me like usual.
    they didn't trust makes me so sad. :'(
    im tire of livinqq, there's no more chance le mars?
    im not criminal, someone pls tell me what should iie do?
    iie dun wana be e criminal already.
    all iie wanted was freedom&trust, if there's no freedom&trust life will be nothinqq.
    someone tell me m iie right or wronqq na?
    doctor here askinqq me not to be so stress, here im tryinqq my best.
    now they r qivinqq me more stress na.
    alrighhts. let say, yesterday iie went out in e morninqq out for traininqq.
    then not approve jiu wana qqOo baby's there interview.
    then went home @ ten plus, at least iie did tell daddy mars.
    he say iie din tell him that morninqq iie already went out,
    tot iie called him that tym is just wanted to qqOo out.
    iie rmb iie mention in e phone that,
    me:daddy,im qqOinq for starbucks interview, just finish e M&S traininqq. i didn't pass then a little too stress, so maybe try workinqq @ starbucks ba.
    daddy:hmmmm. blahblahblah.. (cause forget what he says already)
    forget it lars, always i will be the 1 wronqq de lors.
    none of them will be wronqq de.
    YESTERDAY
    mummy mouth say past then past already then 4get it,
    don't want say already.
    but yesterday on phone when reach home 10plus.
    sayinqq that thinqq in e phone aqain.
    once & aqain....
    iie can sense that im really a criminal to them forever.
    i wanted to qive up my LIFE, but qivinqq up my life tis way is a little too WASTE.
    but iie no lonqer have the kindd of happiness already. :'(
    iie dun1 leave my life this way. :(
    iie wanted to find job that can work up many hours of my day.
    don't want have time for family anymore.
    see them really makes me CRYS!!
    parents no lonqer LOVE me anymore.
    they treat me like a criminal now, no lonqer their precious daughter.
    ie duno & dun1 2 b a criminal, criminal also have "YELLOW RIBBON"
    y didn't iie have it from eu all?
    y can't give me another chance?
    forcinqq me onli makes me feel like leavinqq & keepinq away from them.
    iie will qqOo crazy if this qqoes on.
    im tire, they're qivinq me more stress & tryinqq hard to get stress away from me.
    but. . they're qivinqq me mOre.
    im tire already real tire already.
    doctor ask me relax myself keep myself away from stress.
    but... nevermind, 4get it.
    SUNDAY
    finally a day ful of happiness.
    but is still not 100% of happy, is only 80% of happiness.
    a few times chattinqq with baby today.
    didn't went for dragon boat today, he wasn't feelinqq well & also can't wake up.
    he finish work @ 4am again.
    then after that didn't straight qqOo hOme.
    he went slack around with colleague lo.
    wonder if iie work @ starbucks will iie be as tire as olio?
    wonderinqq ehs,hope iie can tahan.
    iie really need $$$ lorhhs.
    wana learn so many thinqs, malay,dance&beauty course neii?
    all need $$ derhhs, so no choice?
    im hopinqq parents will accept baby.
    cominqq september iie will be 17 already,
    next year qqOinqq 18 lerhhs.
    biqq enough to know what i'm dOinqq &
    iie really know what to do or not do in a relationship,
    we both really just need parents consent.
    his daddy also see me before already, also know i'm her gf.
    after all he is still the 1 that always ask me to be a good girl to parents.
    went clementi to had CHICKEN CUTLET again.
    met aunty sandy,grace & glenda.
    mummy, daddy& daryl also there of cause.

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    Saturday, April 26, 2008 -{'12:20 PM
    hmm. wasn't in a gd mood today.
    iie think iie really need a job to keep me out of sadness & worrying abt much stuffs.
    does he knows im also missinqq him like how much he does.?
    "When she misses you
    [ she's hurting inside ]"
    & this is what iie saw today, it's nice & iie like it.
    meaningful too.
    When she walks away from you madly
    [ Follow her ]

    When she stares at your mouth
    [ smile...then kiss her ]

    When she pushes you or hit's you
    [ hug her tight ]

    When she starts cursing at you
    [ say i love you ]

    When she's quiet
    [ hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]

    When she ignores you
    [ act cute so she'll notice you ]

    When she pulls away
    [ Pull her back ]

    When you see her at her worst
    [ tell her you love her and she still looks amazing ]

    When you see her start crying
    [hold her...ask her what's wrong]

    When you see her walking
    [ approach her..give a kiss on the cheek. ]

    When she's scared
    [assure her you're not goin to leave her ]

    When she lays her head on your shoulder
    [ tilt your head too..and hold her hand]

    When she steals your favorite hat
    [ let her keep it]

    When she teases you
    [ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

    When she doesnt answer for a long time
    [ reassure her that everything is okay ]

    When she looks at you with doubt
    [ Back yourself up ]

    When she says that she likes you
    [ she really does more than you could understand ]


    When she grabs at your hand
    [ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]

    When she bumps into you
    [ bump into her back and make her laugh ]

    When she tells you a secret
    [ keep it safe and untold ]
    When she looks at you in your eyes
    [ dont look away until she does ]
    When she misses you
    [ she's hurting inside ]


    When you break her heart
    [ the pain never really goes away ]


    When she says its over
    [ she still wants you to be hers ]

    When she repost this bulletin
    [ she wants you to read it ]

    - Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.
    - When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
    - When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her
    - because 10 yrs later she'll remember you:
    - Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
    - Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
    - Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
    - Tease her and let her tease you back.
    - Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
    - Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.
    - Give her the world.
    - Let her wear your clothes.
    - When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
    - Let her know she's important.
    - Kiss her in the pouring rain.
    - When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
    "Who's ass am I kicking babe?"
    alrights. nevermind.
    hmm. qqOo listen to this sOnq, it's really nice ehs.
    LISTEN TO THIS=ku cha-lollipop bbt[nice]
    baby, will you be right there for me when iie needed you?
    will you tears with me?
    will you really keep your promise to me?
    iie don't want empty-promises you know?

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    Friday, April 25, 2008 -{'1:45 PM
    was kinda happy today ehs.
    went to meet sock lin.
    then collected my $$.
    lols. which iie leave with her derhhs,
    then mummy let me qqOo.
    was back home before 1 neii.
    told her 1 marhs, was back home @ ard 12plus.
    then iie saw baby when iie was @ their place.
    cos sock lin is baby's sister marhhs, sO of cOs narhhs, stay in e same hus.
    but can see him iie really very happy.
    then he qqOinqq sch lerhhs then iie accompany him to bus-stop then ask sock lin to bath.
    after iie send baby, went back to his place then...
    meet sock lin again,
    then went makan @ telok blangah market.
    ate my favourite roti prata. (:
    shall stop here.!

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    Thursday, April 24, 2008 -{'10:11 PM
    hmm. went for interview yesterday @ e agency.
    iie kinda love e job, hope iie can quickly work dere.
    err. if can better start work asap.will it be possible?
    and somethinqq was iie guess correctly lerhhs.
    baby's phone was cut off by his daddy, wth la..
    gosh, gosh.. & iie misses him tons.
    everythinqq is like hard for both of us. means, hard contactinqq him.
    lols. and finally today went to the real workplace @ centrepoint,
    iie really wanted to b e staff there.
    today is a happy and sad day for me.
    iie guess everyday also like that for me de, happy+sad.
    iie wana be hire narhhs. (:
    someone help me get the job ehs.. JOB,JOB!!!
    den iie really misses him tons narhhs.
    also didn't give me a call after the afternoon the only 1 of the call.
    haiis, wth lors. forget it, shall not b sad over this.
    if thinqqs continue.. tmr his phone will be okay lerhs.
    anythinqq rinqq me @ 83025673, but currently pre-paid low, can give me a call @ my home barhhs. dun hab then gib me ur number,
    iie will get to eu asap.
    ahjie, interested to see some pictures?
    eu interested to see how he looks?
    qqOrt my friend to send me pics already. (:

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    Wednesday, April 23, 2008 -{'10:16 AM
    MORNING!!
    today is a happy plus sad day.
    why neii..? reason is very simple.
    happy cause wake up jiu qqOrt breakfast to eat lerhhs. (:
    not like always, still have to qqOo pack.
    sad cause iie think his phone kana cut off or somethinqq.
    cause when iie called the phone, its says,
    sorry,the starhub number, eu have dial is presently not in service. :(
    was like OMG, iie guess he also don't know oso norhhs.
    might be his father again, iie don't think,
    he OFF his phone also, cause off his phone won't be not in service de.
    oh my god, wOrryinqq abt him.
    but when he's awake, iie guess he will give me a call.
    & sad to say that yesterday ask daddy for qOinq out he say cant,
    iie think still haven forgive me ba.
    but am iie qOinq tO be a criminal forever?
    im tire already, im know im wrOnqq but it's like weeks ago already.
    iie tot fu nu don't have ge ye cuo de?
    why neii, why just can't have the privellage?
    one more chance also can't?
    givinqq another chance isit so hard?
    iie give wanna have FUN & FREEDOM.
    is always never have a chance to have enough time for fun.
    dat why that day so late come home.
    but it's already past le, is 3rd april the problem le.
    as lonqq as iie dun mit dat day the friend jiu hao, why won't eu all believe?
    im not with him that day, is others friends larhhs.
    iie will qqOo crazy one day, just a little more of freedom, is it sO harddd??

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    Tuesday, April 22, 2008 -{'12:41 PM
    today wake up bath all this le then went to tiOnqq fer breakfast with qqrandma le.
    was kinda happy today but mean while sad too,
    iie guess baby will get scOldinqq aqain neii.
    why neii? cos he never qqOo schOol again barhhs. XD
    wake him up in the mOrninqq then he very tire, really don't know how to say him lors.
    but all becos of wOrk & finishes wOrk sO late then have to wake up so early in the mOrninqq lors.
    poor thinqq, my kelian de baby, hopinqq that he can have more & enough time for everythinqq. [:
    aiyoo. just called him again. gosh. he just wake up neii.
    but still want sleep, this few days really too tire for him le. really very ke lian neii.
    err. and let's continue with today's morninqq breakfast. (:
    hmmm. had fish rice with qqrandma @ tiong, kopitiam.
    then after that had dessert @ e dessert there.
    iie had my favourite manqO pamelO & qqrandma had herbal jelly.
    hmmm. and also qqOinqq to baby afterwards but wonderinqq is daddy lettinq me out?
    prayinqqq hardddddd harderrrrrrrrrr!
    & iie hope iie can be like tina biaojie, can DANCE.
    iie love dancinqq tOo.
    but.. iie dun have time for all this.
    in mind iie wana:

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    Monday, April 21, 2008 -{'10:35 AM
    TODAY!
    was kinda fed up 2day & nw.
    iie really duno ehs. in messy, messy mOod.
    not mood swinqq but is really damn MESSY lorhhs.
    mummy wasn't wOrkinqq 2day,
    and iie duno what's wrOnqq with me larhhs. :'(
    havinqq a chat with him now, keep ask me to wait.
    den iie jiu wait lorhhs, then thinks dat he a bit left me alone.
    im fine with it to wait but.. ytd already like that lerhhs wOrs.
    wanted to chat with colleague then let him chat lors.
    wOn't understand that iie misses him so much derhhs.
    aiya, duno narhhs, den nw ask him, gng to late lerhhs hors?
    then he replied, got people cominqq to fetch ehs.
    dOn't have to say also can guess is e GIRL again lOrs..
    i know here im qettinqq jealOus again but... forget it.
    mummy not workinqq then is like hard to chat on fone.
    already riskinqq myself callinqq him... so...
    duno narhhs, im anqry with myself,
    when can iie stop getting jealOus? duno why iie like that oso.
    iie think iie abit crazy, im back to normal.
    talkinqq to him smilinqq & happily now.
    then told me waitinqq for cab.
    den say is e GIRL lors that he always called her ahgirl.
    haiis, duno larhhs, he told me somethinqq aqain lorhhs.
    sayinqq that he don't know why she can bare to spend on cab also lors.
    from her place to baby's place then to school is around $20+ lerhhs wOrs.
    he bOard e cab lerhhs then iie say..
    then... iie..... hang first lors, then he ask me why, iie say don't have why lars.
    hanqq need reason derhhs mehh?
    thought he wants accompany friend then let him accompany lors.
    then he say iie thinkinqq y-y lerhhs.
    maybe, preharps barhhs,
    so... iie replied him that huh, what eu talkinqq wOrs. don't understandd na.
    BU ZHI DAO NA! MESSY!
    SUNDAY
    wake up damn early in the mOrninqq lOrss.
    crazy me.! iie think is 6, 6plus.
    didn't really sleep well,
    was turninqq the whole night then fallen asleep wake up, lots of times lors.
    like iie always not my house, iie won't sleep well de nors.
    anw, we stay in Crystal Crown as usual, the same one narhhs. (:
    then saturday night @ e temple talk to the qqOd, DATUK! :D
    hmmm. he speaks MALAY de so iie don't know what he sayinqq.
    of cos there is people tellinqq me what he sayinqq,
    the helpers there & daddy :P
    iie only understandd 1 part, parents tells him that recently very naughty.
    haven't qqoo KL that time, iie already expected it already. LOL!
    then he asked me, in heart iie have qqOrt 2 plan rightts?
    wOrkinqq or studyinqq? or wOrkinqq & study.?
    asked me whether what iie really likes?
    iie really duno ehs. then he knows, iie wants to work to earn $ to study.
    then iie say, yuppies, he say he knows iie fillal but it's a little too hard for me,
    wOrk & study, sO asked me to choose one that iie really wants.
    he'll brinqq me thru the smooth path, quite happy(: so iie chooses JOB first!
    at least iie can have the $ to do anythinqq iie wants ma.
    hope iie make the right choice, no more chanqes.
    quite happy @ e moment cause iie MISSES HIM [:
    BABY, iie MISSES YOU LOTS!
    wonderinqq what eu dOinqq nw?
    must be sleepinqq cause eu were wOrkinqq on saturday.
    somemore so early now, where qqOrt sO fast wake up?
    unless qqOrt sOmethinqq on.
    back in SINGAPORE
    heys everyone, back tO blOqq, reach home @ 9pm,
    cause we break over there for lunch all this.
    then also had dinner @ JB before cominqq back. (:
    went to brother's favourite resturant & my favourite dish resturant.
    which is....
    DON SUSHI
    of cos iie did give my baby a cor when i'm HOME! (:
    he says he @ store, expected that also.
    misses me, wonderinqq is it really lors.
    i'm happy to hear that of cause iie trust him, missinqq him as much as him tOo. XD
    alrightts. qqOrt tO stOp here.
    mummy wants me to sleep already.
    alrightts then, qoodnightts.! (:
    saturday
    was otw to KL le. haiis. 4gOtten tO brinqq my dearest diary.
    qqoo home copy inside then can blOqq here. (:
    after lonqq journey, had a break, then lunch over @ e canteen.
    had favourite Penang Laska & mummy had Been Hoon Soto.
    too bad no camera, no hp too.
    hp confiscated, camera-haven't buy ma.
    then went pertol kisok, bought somethinqq to bite in car whne gettinqq bored ltr.
    reach KL @ 7plus. 3hrs like that lorhhs. (:
    but was searchinqq for the place as usual, LOLS!
    cos daddy wasn't very sure about the place.
    shall stop here. :D

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    Saturday, April 19, 2008 -{'12:11 PM
    gng KL soon.
    dun really wishes to qqOo.
    although is qqOo pray cOminqq bk tmr..
    haiis. bo bian, daddy wants me to qqOo.
    will miss eu derhhs, babyy. (:
    hope dere wil b photo when im bk. (:
    LOVES BBABYYY TONSS!

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    -{'11:23 AM
    wrote 2day morning & decided to write in here nw.

    2day mOrninqq, he finish wOrk @ 2am mars.
    den ask him let me noe when he is gng hm lorhhs.
    was kinda sad in such an early mOrninqq. haiis.
    hmmm. iie think iie receive e msqq @ ard 4plus or 5plus.
    my mood all qqOo dOwn lerhhs lOrs. haiis.
    he msqq me sayinqq dat, baby.. i finish wOrk lerhhs.
    im @ Pasir Ris, its really spoilt my day.
    not because he qqOes there but is...
    hmm. let's see how's story qqOes..
    but after wOrk he surely very tired lerhhs, still qqOo findd dem.
    iie reali duno how muchh iie mean tO him lOrs.
    when wOrk jiu qqOo dere lerhhs, iie understandd if he qqOes hm...
    haiis. duno larhhs. is like kinda sad larhhs. PISS-ED OFF! :(
    when iie noe he finish wOrk qqOo pasir ris mit them den tel me.
    eu finish lerhhs jiu straight @ pasir ris, haiisss.
    iie wonder can he hear e loud crackinqq sOundd of my hart?
    im hurt babbyy, eu hurt me deeply, iie duno how to say how & why tOo.. :(
    iie really duno why, why...?
    it's really hurts, babbyy & tears finally rolled down, when iie type this.
    when iie noe eu were dere, im so hurt til my hart is so pain but my tears just can't roll down.
    it roll down nw & iie feels dat, iie mean not as much as dem!
    iie feels dat im no longer dat gal dat eu loves,maybe im thinkin tOo muchh.
    but all iie wanted is e promises dat eu hab given me, m iie askinqq tOo muchhh?
    iie dun think im askinqq tOo muchh lOrss.
    iie hab got nth to say if eu say dat way, iie dun1 2 hab any empty promises.
    cause iie hates empty-promises loaddss.
    PROMISE ME NOT WHEN EU CANT DO THINGS THAT WAY!
    iie hate eu for promisinqq, u'll mit dem lesser but in fact, u're mitinqq dem more. :'(
    iie love eu sO... iie trusts eu but eu mk me trust eu WRONG!
    iie gib eu every promise & iie mean every1 of it.
    bbabyy, does your meii means so much 2 eu & more than me?
    does she, iie guess yes rightts..? haiis.
    im sOwiie. iie really dunoo.
    & there's a question for you, why do you love me?
    izzit cos of..... haiis. iie really duno..
    im tire, im reali tire of thinkinqq sO muchh. :(
    but after all ii still loves eu, in fact iie love eu more.
    is this a test between us, is our love test here already?
    iie guess eu duno im anqryy barhhs.
    my harts tell me iie realli gib in sO muchh.
    iie reali loves eu more than anyhtinqq, but is lovinqq eu wrOnqq?
    but if lovinqq eu is wrOnqq y does it feels so rightts?
    shouldd chances b given once more?
    will eu prove e rightt?
    will eu prove me rightts dat e promises eu given me real & not empty.
    iie reali loves eu so muchh but end up gettinqq hurt, shld iie let qqOo of it slOwly?
    iie dun1 b hurt lyk last tym anymore.
    iie dun1 b dat silly gal anymore.
    iie dun1 trust eu so muchh & yet gettinq hurt :'(
    will we be lyk what every1 tink, we'l break up sooner?
    if tis promise u can broken le means others cn oso b broken.
    iie dun1 tis 2 happen too, will eu reali promise me?
    bbabyy!!!! arghhh...!! can eu feels e pain?
    iie guess eu r habinqq fun but dun even noe ur bbabyy is here cryinqq & thinkin so much. i'm HURT!!!
    if eu can break a promise nw, hw can eu gib me a promise that lasts a lifetime?
    do eu noe dat iie din slp well cause of eu?
    after eu msqq me dat eu r @...
    iie nv slp till 8.15, tel eu call eu @ 8plus..
    but then iie was wake up by mummy @ 8.30 to do thinqqs.
    maybe qoinqq KL will be right barhhs.
    let's see after iie come bk barhhs.
    BABY, WO AI NI!

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    -{'11:06 AM
    hmmm. ytd night around 8pm, was on the phone w baby. (:

    was like quite happy, he sharing his happiest & sad moment recently.

    iie oso shared mine, then told me he wanted to go in NS next yr.

    was quite happy, cause if he goes in next year, he will be out 2yrs ltr,

    should be around e age of 21yrs old lors, then everytime say till here neii.

    then he going hint me of something, arbo lehs,

    he will say, don't know somebody will wait for me come out anot lors.

    then he really say that lorhhs. alrightts then! XD

    let him qqOo lOrs, since he plan lerhhs, quite gd mars (:

    even told me cOminqq sunday gng for his dragOn dOat too.

    was kinda happy but meanwhile sad, cause can't be with him.

    then he reach his wOrkiqq place lerhhs, wanting to hang e phone lerhhs.

    had a quarrel, haiis. was kinda sad abt that neii :(

    iie tot he doing his things mars, then don't disturb him lors.

    then he tot i'm angry, baby ah. im not la.

    jus that tot eu dOinqq thinqqs den let eu dO lOrs.

    cos eu startinqq wOrk tOo lerhhs mars.

    but awhile then okay lerhhs back as normal already,

    both of us is always lidat derhhs narhhs. use to it lerhhs. :D

    then suddenly told me not in mOod tO wOrk lOrs.

    iie wOnder is reali not in e mOod or wadd lorhhs.

    or is he wana qqOo have fun with friends?

    cOs his friends is @ Pasir Ris marhhs.

    aiyOoo. reali duno narhhs, jus hoping 2 c him happy.

    his daddy narhhs. hmm. also tOo much, owaes wants him to work, work, work, then he doesn't even have enuff rest & tym to have fun.

    alot of thinqqs bu fang bian say here tOo, his daddy reali tOo much narhhs. jus hoping he can cheer up & dun sad & unhappy lerhhs. :(

    see he lidat, iie oso will derhhs neii. LOLS! :(

    iie dun feel lyk gng KL lorhhs.

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    Friday, April 18, 2008 -{'11:06 AM
    morning everyone.!
    back to blOqq, still quite tire actually..
    called babyy never pick up, eu noe what.?
    hmmm. he is still sleeping lors.
    somemore he is schooling today @ 11am lors.
    don't know what time then he will wake up lors.
    scare that he daddy will scold him again.
    & i'm missing him, wondering how many can iie not c him again.
    cause it's already friday, saturday & sunday iie wont get to mit him de.
    haiis. how neii.? that will really makes me misses him lots again.
    this few days already meeting him lesser & lesser.
    cause iie cant qqOo out, if qqOo out only work.
    anyway, mummy&daddy qoinqq m'sia{KL} this cominqq saturday.
    to pray, every year dey will qqOo derhhs.
    unless busy lorhhs.
    iie dun think im qOinqq lOrhhs. (:
    iie dun even noe do iie work this saturday.
    alrightts, biiaojie.
    iie will tell eu more abt us since iie have nth much to post today. (:
    iie oso duno want tell you what lors. lols.
    if not eu ask me question den iie answer lors. :D

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    Thursday, April 17, 2008 -{'6:06 PM
    hmmm.. iie was like sO wOrry of daryl ytd.
    his fever high up till 40.5,was like O.M.G!
    den mummy was like rush home from wOrk.
    iie was like so sad..
    den aiyOo..
    2day went out til afternoon jiu come home lerhhs.
    come home lerhhs den iie jiu use computer until nw..
    shall stop here lerhhs. tkcares.!

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    Wednesday, April 16, 2008 -{'9:23 AM
    15/4/08-TUESDAY!
    today mOrninqq wake up den after that thinqqs dOne,
    straight went out with mummy. hmmmm. where did we qqOo?
    we went to see dOctOr. LOLS!
    iie nv c na, only mummy see.
    she ask me to see but iie didn't want it.
    then after that went to her fren's place, which is si yi's place.
    slp there after mummy have medicine after seeing doc.
    hmm. the medicine was so fast for her to knock down. (:
    we rest/slp there fer 2hrs, i think, not very sure na.
    after that we recieved a call from daryl's [my brother] school.
    they ask us to fetch him hm, he is having fever.
    Oopss, fever..? same as mummy..
    he is coughing when the tym iie get to c him.
    cos went interview @ 230 ytd.
    then after mummy send me, she went telok blangah HL clinic to fetch them.
    grandma was with daryl, cos when daryl give him a call, she rush down.
    whatever la, simply hates the stupid face & attitdue,
    as if iie owe her million & zillion lorhhs.
    shhhhhh, dun1 tok abt her, spoilt mOod. :(
    14/4/08-MONDAY
    went of hus immediately once iie wake up.
    iie went to the buy paper & looked for job.
    cos iie really cant tahan grandma lerhhs.
    NAG, NAG & NAG........!
    & she nag for the whole day.
    damn fan & irrating lors.
    ytd say she surely nag & im rightts.
    went nu ren jie for interview,
    wan update pics when free.
    very long nv update pics lerhhs, no camera abit bu fang bian na.
    have to qqOo til fren's place update pic in her com then wait for her to send me ma.
    *aiming for my digital camera; i want my camera*
    how long must iie save to get one...? oops. nvm. its takes tym.
    13/4/08-SUNDAY
    was kinda sad, brother phone conficated :(
    feel sad for him cos iie can understand that feelings.
    haiis. confiscate, confiscate...
    irrating ehhs. hates simply lots.
    but h0w muchh we use is really tOo muchh tOo larhhs.
    and iie noe tmr sure nag in the tmr morning derhhs. HATES!
    i'm always the ONE la!
    i hate my life, with her in my hus:(
    must iie owaes be the one dat get it..? haiis.
    4get it.. dun wish to say anymore.
    12/4/08- Saturday (:
    iie wasn't quite happy..
    hmmm. mummy jus had her rebondin 2day..
    iie oso wan rebondin.
    my wishlist ehs.
    mummy did her frige rebonding.
    okay larhhs. not too bad

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    Friday, April 11, 2008 -{'1:28 PM
    2day, im quite sad :(
    sad day for my brother & me!
    haiis, iie pity my brother, who is owaes being bully.
    and iie hates those bully out there.
    yy must my brother be a target of them.?
    an currently, i wanted to study e course tt iie wan.
    iie wana earn $$ fer tt course.
    iie dun1 to spendd anymOre $$ of my parents.
    i'm biqq enuff to earn my own $$.
    but problem is, currently i have no job.
    what to do?? iie stil lOokinqq up fer job!
    iie dun1 2 make mummy wOrry sO muchh abt me.
    iie dun1 2 b a burden to anyOne. (:
    im sure iie can, i rmb tis phrase,
    "if you think you can, you can!"
    -sarahh-`cOnFusEd`


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    Monday, April 07, 2008 -{'5:35 PM
    iie misses my fone alots,
    surely cant get bk sOon.
    cos iie noe wadd iie hab dOne wOnqq.
    i'm sOwiie 4 wadd i hab dOne. (:
    i'm gng to chanqqe.
    & mummy says its tOo early fer relationship.
    iie thinks she thinks 20yrs old is the right age.
    so iie duno oso.
    iie loves hiim
    im reali v happy w him but. . .
    daddy & mummy, iie guess both oso dun lyk.
    *sshouldd iie gib-up?*
    iie really <3>

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    Friday, April 04, 2008 -{'8:45 AM
    hmm. life had not been e most wanted derhhs.
    i hate everythinqq, thingqqs had been v unwell.
    i wana gib up everythinqq up.
    im tire lerhhs. hp confiscated! XD
    anythinqq qib me a cOr @ hus no. or wad lOrhhs.

    or can findd sOmeOne dat owaes contact w mie.
    v easyy tO findd me derhhs larhhs.
    dun wOrry.! XD

    hahas. my friend is pregnant.
    was so shock to hear dat just nw.
    & told me is already 6mths..
    wooooohhh, woahhhh...
    hahas. i love children, i wana be the god-mother.
    she say she & her bf marryin sOon.
    she promises me tO be the god-mother.
    sO happy. lols. ~lalalalalalalalalalalalalas!
    i'm lyk wadd lidat larhhs.
    feels happy fer her. lols.
    she is turning 17 this yr & husband was 22.
    was like.... hmmm.... not badd ahhh.
    wish dem happiness forever!

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